Thank you <33
If someone were to bake 100 cookies, and poison only a single one, would you eat one? “But they’re not all going to kill you!” Chances are, you are still not gonna eat a cookie.
Don’t eat a cookie: HOW DARE YOU! NOT ALL COOKIES ARE POISONED!
Eat a cookie: WELL IT’S YOUR OWN FAULT! YOU CHOSE TO BE STUPID ENOUGH TO EAT A COOKIE KNOWING THAT SOME OF THEM WERE POISONED!
There is a metaphor in this somewhere I just can’t see it
it must be hard to have any positive thoughts or feel present in the world but try your best to love yourself no matter what, and love the world around you. try to remove desire, and appreciate everything, and that will help you feel better in my experience xx
australia’s got a lot of fucked up shit going on but at least we can say our last mass shooting was 18 years ago
because after it happened we placed higher restrictions on gun ownership
because that’s the logical fucking thing to do
hey beautful i saw your post and i was wondering if i could help, many of my friends went from depressed to numb but they are back on track now because they have medication, my brother was depressed until we found out he had a vitamin b12 deficiency now he's on medication and improving, you could consider seeing if it;s your body and not you xx hope you feel better
I am already on medication, somehow its just not working. Nothing works. My medication will work for a few months at most then i’ll just sink back down to where i started. Then they usually just up my dosage.
But its just a temporary fix, i’ve been doing everything i can to get back on track. I really am trying. It just feels like its never going to happen, its been years now. Im still just as pathetic as i was when i started
I don’t think i’ve ever fully recovered, since i first got sick life has just been a mess. While im eating now, i just feel so detached from the world. I cant bare to go to school just because i’ve somehow detached myself from everyone. I feel as though im so alone, and in many ways i am. No one ever wants to hang out with me or see me. I walk around by myself most of the time now. Between my boyfriend and home, i really don’t leave. And its killing me, i feel like im dying slowly. Im just an empty, scared, pathetic little mess. I wish i wasn’t so pathetic, I want things to go back into place. I want to feel comfortable, i want all the pieces to just go back together. Everyday i just lose a little bit more, im not even sure how long i will last living like this.